People are Cruel

I really don't like how people things its funny or cute to say things like...

"oh, get your sleep now once that baby comes yada yada yada...." Really? Like I didn't know that? When I complain that I cant get a good nights sleep now and you say that it just makes me feel worse. Why do we need to make things worse??

"you're getting so big!" That's just what a preggo woman wants to hear! How big she is getting. Maybe I'm wrong and some women like it, but not this preggo eggo!

I just wish people would think before the speak. That's all. I know the references to getting bigger are most of the time about the "belly" but its still a hard thing to hear. On Sunday at church a number of women said to me "you look great" and "you look cute" etc. I realize that things like that are referring to my belly, but they are so much nicer than how 'big' I am getting.

Its hard work being pregnant. I am 5 foot 1 (and a 1/2) with 'long' legs and no torso. This baby has no where to go but out. I am already feeling uncomfortable and achy. People saying nice things makes it so much better!

So if you know a pregnant lady say nice things to her! Be kind. It makes such a difference!

Hubby makes things all better

I really am blessed with an amazing husband who knows that its been rough and acknowledges me and takes care of me.

This makes pregnancy a little easier.

...Oh it gets better!

Giuseppe from the local pizza place we go to told me today to just take a lamaze class, and labor is easy.




Really?


Seriously?

I almost leaped across the counter. I don't care if my labor is the easiest ever (please God???) a man should never say that to a woman! Ever. You squeeze something the size of a watermelon out of something the size of a quarter or two down there...tell me how easy it is!! Sheesh!

What a day.

Its only 9am and...

...belly already rubbed and then told I was "already waddling". Both by the same very sweet woman in my office who I am not particularly close to.

She doesnt know my hip is out (hense the waddle) and doesnt really know I hate being pregnant. Not her fault, just not my fav. way to start the day.

Wonder what else is in store for me today...

Feeling Out of Control...

Since Sunday my hip/lower back has been popping. It feels like every step the joint pops in and out. It is beyond painful - and I know pain! The past 2 nights I have been awakened with awful heartburn. Both of these are things I have never experienced before and are due to pregnancy.

I feel completely out of control of my own body. It literally has a mind of its own. I hate taking meds. Its not something I advertise because I dont really care to pressure other people to not do so because I don't yada yada. But I really don't like to take things if I don't have to. I caved yesterday and bought Zantac for the heartburn. Surprisingly it worked...until I forgot to take it before bed and woke up at 4am on fire. Am I seriously going to be a slave to this crap for the next 3.5 months? Not cool.

Now starts the battle of making a decision on if I should see a chiropractor or a physical therapist. Guess what!? EVERYONE has an opinion on that! Surprise Surprise, people with opinions when you are preggers!

Did the Stork come yet?

Just a few pounds...

I need to loose 4 pounds.

I gained them a while ago.

I hate how people say "oh its the first year of marriage, everyone gains weight!" I HATE that. Let me reiterate I HATE THAT! It basically refers to newlyweds as idiots who don't have self control or the knowledge of what healthy eating really is. (obviously money is tight and eating healthy is actually more expensive than eating crap, but you could still eat well and not spend to much) Jon and I eat very well actually. Turns out he eats better than me, because I pack his lunch/dinner for work as often as I can,a nd tend to neglect myself. The normal meal - Turkey Sandwich, big salad with veggies, some kind of fruit and a water bottle. Then there is always the leftover chicken or pasta. Anyway, we eat really well. And my weight has been gained not just recently.

I don't talk about it. Mainly because I either hear what I said above, or people look at me and say some kinda of stupid remark like "you don't need to loose weight" or "seriously 4 pound that's redic." Well on a 5 foot 1inch person 4 pounds is a lot.

So my weight isnt a problem, im not over weight, just not where I want to be. I realize that I used to excersize a lot more because at my parents house we had a tredmill and I would be on it a minimum of 3 or4 times a week. Jon and I bought bikes a few weeks ago so we could ride them to work out, and spend time together. Its great, but we just dont have as much time as we both would like. So I suppliment with situps on my exersize ball and weight training when I can (2 or 3 times a week).

Today I went o my parents house jumped on the tredmill, and then popped in my moms dancing with the starts work out DVD.....sweating within about 5 minutes! So I stole the DVD and Im gonna try that out for a while.

I actually enjoy working out. I just dont like it when I have to squeeze it in. So, the plan is to just get active again. Bike, exersize ball, weights, dancing with the stars DVD. Its time to tone back up. In my wedding pic.s my arms were pretty good. I worked hard on them...so im doing it again.

Ok, Hawaii in November, new bathinsuits just came in the mail...the motivation is all there. I can do it!

The discusting-ness....

So, I did my teen culture homework tonight by watching the VMA's. When I say homework I actually mean it because I just dont fine it entertaining anymore; actually Im not sure I ever found it all THAT great...

anyway. I am IN SHOCK at that dude who hosted. Not only is he horribly perverse (pretty sure every time he spoke sex was the main topic, and not in a nice way). He RIPPED on the Jonas Brothers for wearing purity rings more times than I could count. I seriously could not believe how much ha had to bring them up and rank on them. Dude, first off get some new material. Second, Is it that threatening that he had to bring it up that many times and make it out to be such a surprise. Its not new news. I just don't understand why he had to go off on them so many times, aside from the fact that people who sleep around just don't get it.

I found myself screaming when Jordan Sparks made her comment about how its ok to not sleep around with everyone...you go Jordan!! Then he decides to face apologize two times about it. Seriously? You spoke about them so many times to get attention and laughs - and not that many people where laughing to begin with. Not because they didn't hear you but because IT WASNT FUNNY! Gosh, high school boys not sleeping around, what a riot! Even Perez Hilton called the dude out on it at the end of the show saying the Jonas Brothers are good kids who are promoting good values and they should leave them alone!

Is that all you got? Picking on young boys who have values, talent and money due to that?

Someone needs to tell that guy he sucked.